1-11-10

I know that satan is trying to work on me somehow, somewhere.. in some area.. i know for sure he's been tempting the HECK outta me with food.. and im about sick of IT! I feel like something BIG is about to happen.. idk if it has to do with me, with you or some stranger out there in the world that has absolutely nothing to do with my immediate reality but still could somehow alter my future present reality in a very real way. get me???
I do know this.. I have recently gotten the feeling that satan has been sleeping a little easier at night because of me... things are about to CHANGE! I'm gearing up, getting my guard on! I'm just sick of life having it's way with me! Throwing any ol' curve ball it wants to right at my head.. and it knows what kind of swing i'm gonna take.. half hearted.. half throttle. I don't know when it happened.. when I got so lazy.. took my eye off the ball. You would think i would of learned my lesson the last time that happened.. im still sporting the knot on my nose to prove it.

It's time to PLAY some BALL! JUST SLANG IT BABY!


oh yeah, today I had a total of 1,915 calories.. i am too tired to make the list, unless you just insist to know.. i can post it tomorrow..

love love love!!!