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I have been SICK! I have some kind of Epizutti Virus.. don't look it up, I just made it up.. but it is real, believe that!
I have a stuffed up nose, that drips on the constant.. my throat tickles and itches like the the very air i breathe is filled with those little floating seedlette thingys from the white puffy blow flowers. I know and understand that I am making no sense to you, I tried to tell my husband (note the lack of adjectives) that I was in no shape whatsoever to writting a blog on public internet, but he says "accountability honey.. remember that is what you wanted" ... he is only saying that because today I have eaten terrible things.. yesterday i was also sick but didn't eat terrible things and I had no lecture then?! okay so, seriously.. today i behaved badly. the caf' was serving carnival food.. I I fell for it hook, line and sinker! But I Am sick.. and I HAD to go to class.. so I felt in some strange way that I deserved to be at a "real" carnival.. since after all the medicine I have been on for the past 48 hours has made me feel like I just stepped off this ride..

yeah, I know.. the swings are my favorite too.. that's why I don't mind the medicine too much ;) jk.
it's time for some confession.. be gentle

today's menu :
Breakfast I had cereal nothing fancy, just chocolate frosted mini wheats 260 cals, Lunch I splurged for the "best caf' carnival option.. a corndog 250 cals, and pizza (peperoni) 420 and salad 200.
for dinner I ate tilapia 130 with pasta sides "garlic shells" 330 , mashed potatoes 140, corn 70, blueberry muffin 120
snack (as if i needed one huh?!) choc chip muffin 120 cal with frozen yogurt 150

GRAND TOTAL=2,190 calories
- 600 for one hour of Zumba (i figured if I could eat that much while I was ill, I had no excuse!)

Had to BOOMBA!!! :)

I'm gonna pray I do ALLOT better tomorrow...

love. love. love!!!