if you have read any of my blogs that followed Dec 9th you would know that failing and being a disappointment are among my BIGGEST fears!
It is getting DANGEROUSLY close to my 30th birthday. that is NOT the problem.. surprisingly.
I have a MUCH bigger problem. My FIRST goal that I had set was to lose 30lbs by my 30th birthday which is now 11 weeks away, translating to a NEEDED 3lbs weight loss every week until my Birthday. The even bigger problem is that I feel hopeless. I feel like I just can't do it anymore. I used to believe in myself and now there is so much doubt. It's sad, I know. sorry to be such a Deborah
but I really need some help and I don't know how to find it anymore. Of course I pray.. I am praying everyday.. but I feel like God is getting sick of me.. and I feel like I am waiting on him to hit me with some kind of abra chadabrah magical weight shedding stick.. that is not going to happen either.
I have sent a partial application (email) to the Biggest Loser people. Pray that the right people read it and have mercy.. that GOD & the Biggest Loser will work together for the good... of me.
thanks.
love love love!
1 comments:
Roo, You have got to think in "Bite Size", so what if you don't lose 30 lbs. by your 30th birthday. Looking at 3lbs a week is looking at too much! Look at 1lb a week, which is much more doable and then by your 30th birthday, it you will be 11 pounds lighter and possibly more, because anything over one pound a week will just be an added bonus! Girl, you CAN do this and even if it 5 lbs in 11 weeks, that IS NOT failure, that is SUCCESS!! I know if you can sell air conditioners to Eskimos, you can determine to lose a pound a week! I don't like this negative attitude, that just ain't you! Love you! Mama
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